Who is to be blamed?

Anytime I look at myself in the mirror,
All I can see is my battered body as if they fired me satanic arrows,
Oh! I was addicted to drinking hero,
I never knew it was bring me down to zero.

I needed a person to show me were to place my right tracks,
I needed a person to help me when I slack,
I needed a person to cry on when my life cracks,
I needed a person to tell me what I lack,
But I found none even my parents kept me in the dark.

My friends told me drinking is a way of living,
They told me I can look at the devil’s eyes if am smoking,
That I will even have plenty money when am stealing,
To fill my lonely heart I harkened to their saying.
My mom and dad never gave me their attention,
They never showed me their love and affection,

They took their works as their first priorities,
They never knew their son is indulging in bad activities.
Oh! Your son Is living in addiction,
Addicted to the things you gave him restriction,
Like the people’s prediction,
Your son is living in affliction.

Oh! The alcohol I took is now turning to poison in my body,
Even the smoking is draining the blood in my body,
Stealing has left scars on my body.
I can’t leave a day if I don’t smoke.
My body temperature turns automatically if I don’t smoke.
I can’t control myself if I don’t smoke.
I sold all my property only to use it and smoke,
I even sold my father’s television only to use it and smoke.
Oh! I behave like a mad man possess with 200 demons if I don’t smoke,
Couple with the drinking and stealing it has make my life to smoke.

Dad and mom you people always scold me,
You people never listened to me,
You people never care to know what is happening to me,
My friends and peers words influenced me because you people never gave your attention and never even cared to advice me.
And now you people are blaming the devil for what is happening to me,
Not knowing it was two of you negligence that cause this to happen to me.

Written by Davidson perfect Jim

This is one of my poem